It’s as if I live in a different reality. Well, yes, why should that surprise me? Living without you is one hell of a different reality and I don’t care for it — maybe for selfish reasons. The lack of you, someone who knows me in all my glory and flaws — can’t open myself to the bone and be naked in body and mind. That confident intimacy is gone for me now.
Having a hard time lately, Jim. Sad, anxious, a little angry, tearful. Dark nights are so much darker now.
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